Uncomfortable

Been home for at least a month since coming from Austria playing professional football.

Coming home is great to see family and friends. But I miss having that feeling of having girlfriend and talking and going out for food etc.

I told my mates this situation and they just laughed but that’s how we are all are with each other. We take the piss out of each other.

Anyway I told them that I felt weird sliding into a girls DMs. I just feel uncomfortable, like I am awkwardly and wierdly saying hello. Then the rest of the day I freak out about it. I know it sounds pathetic.

I never text girls because I usually get left on read or just ignored. So it’s gets to me and I don’t bother to text girls.

Just feel so uncomfortable about DMing girls. Anyone else feel like this in some sort of way?????

Thanks for reading!

 

Yeah

Yeah I get 5 to 6 word message reply and it always seems very blunt reply but maybe that’s me seeing it that way. It sort of feels like I am interrupting and I am not interesting to her