Unable to express, feeble

Same. I can't cry at all.... I have to listen to a sad song, to make me cry... Emotionless.

 

I can totally relate, as a debater and public speaker.
Periods when I stay away from Porn and masturbation,I realize I become more assertive and engaging..
Perhaps there’s something about porn that interferes with our self esteem.

 

OR maybe it's your brain reacting to the excess dopamine and hormone release! That's what these symptom's are! Your brain gives you symptoms to make you stop the habit! That is why after Cumming, you feel not horny, and a wave of a weird feeling overcomea you. That is because your brain is like, "Okay, we nutted, so you're done now. She's pregnant, and you don't need to waste anymore time / energy.

 

There is no doubt PMO makes you mentally weak. I, too, totally relate. I know when I am right and need to convey my point across, but when I start an argument I can totally forget my original argument since my brain is kinda slow. So I often try to avoid arguments.

 

Definitely. I always feel dumber after PMO. For a little while, too. It took awhile for my brain to recalibrate to "normalcy".