Uhh.."Do one thing every day that scares you." challenge? :-)

No worries bro, and thanks a lot!!
Great to read you are doing well and still going into the right direction!

I gotta say I'm doing well too.. i am again on 1 week no pmo streak now, but also all my other addictions are gone (smoking was the last one.. 1 week quit now, never want to smoke again).. and caffeine i drank a whole lot of coffee.. and now i made it more like an occasional exception..
I only feel a little bit insecure about not having any real friendz.. thats the conclusion i had to draw.. the people i was hanging around with was.. was not real connection.. and not great people also (negative, unsupportive) i rather be alone than surround with not nice people..
I actually think of myself as pretty socialable.. however i also think it's pretty logical i ended up in this situation because i (was) messed up like last decade.. now i feel like i've came out of it (still moving out of it.. going into the right direction), but now theres not just suddenly like a whole dozen of new people/friends around me of course.. i feel hope and confidence it will grow..

I also started juicing daily, feels very good i have to admit (not a placebo i think, i can feel an energy boost, maybe because of the sugars lol), i can recommend anyone!

Now more on topic, i agree, by calling certain things fear.. it might be negative connotation.. but yeah some tasks that is dreading.. got to say i also made a lot of progress with that. I have been procrastinating for so long!! I feel like no pmo is really highest path to walk.. but also baseline in order to get things done and move into the right direction.
The coming weeks I want to do a lot of applying for jobs (i did a study years ago, but havent done anything with it.. working below that level now so to speak), picking it up again, and doing my best. To be honest, sending application letters n stuff felt also a bit scary.. like what they gonna think, my cv is not good enough etc.
But by doing positive things, no pmo, i feel more confident than before.. and have more trust in my own skills.. so if i get an opportunity i hope and it might work.. but am at the beginning of that road but feel motivated to walk that road!!
Stay true to yourself, all the best

 

Thank you for your awesome words and kindness, you are very inspiring ! You will attract a lot of good with your energy and mindset I would believe. All the best man!