Hello my friends. I need to start a new log. I know my issue is "sleeping". Hidden, waiting to catch me off-guard. I woke up last night fapping viciously (edging basically, there was no climax) right in bed in the dark. It was so strange. This is why I had to remove all screens from my home. Because I was waking up uncontrollably edging which triggered the compulsion to get a screen for a brain smack of pixels. I really think some inner work is needed to address this as my conscious mind seems to have no control in the middle of the night when it starts. I stopped within a minute or so of waking up and becoming aware of what was going on. The temptation was gone when I shut my eyes and fell asleep again. This log is to keep me focused on not choosing to enter into the vice of masturbation specifically again. Which would easily lead to making the choice to get some wine and then a sexualized magazine of some kind. Who knows what would happen from there. On another note, I think I may have been focusing on getting my body more healthy than my state of mind. I feel a balance is needed, certainly one should not focus on their body more than their mind for UNIVERSAL WELLNESS. Some inspiration from elsewhere and see you next post, Empathy Imbued with empathy, we can really be tolerant of and lenient with various people and things. In turn, when making allowance for others, we will become more broad-minded and more light-hearted. The Path in Our Hearts If we are broad-minded and lenient towards others, we will have a broader path of life. It will be the other way around if we are narrow-minded and unforgiving. Therefore, our paths not only lie beneath our feet, but also in our hearts. P.S. All prior logs have since been seen as no longer relevant for me to go into again. I feel like I am not the same person and keep getting more clear headed the further away from the last binge I get.