Hi guys just wondering if any one of you has trouble speaking and with language skills generally. Sometimes I want to say something but its like my mind can't coordinate with my mouth, it may just disappear altogether or I could mean to say "television" and end up saying "radio." It has really affected my social relationships. Deep in me, I want to have this smooth flowing conversations, and easy, just to say the least, but I seem to have trouble sustaining a conversation without running out of what to say. I have this awkwardness of being random in my conversation, I switch too many times to different topics. I miss being real and having a genuine laugh without faking it. I started NOfap last year, I have had relapses and my longest streak was 2 months. I would love to hear your views.