Using Milestones to make it step by step! Trials and Temptations: (James 1)

Good overall humble and positive attitude man!

But. The "I deserve"-thinking might seem good at first, I've tried it, but as the opposite is "I don't deserve" it might be a pathway-thought to thoughts and feelings of worthlessness. And since "I deserve" can be used to justify a negative behaviour, it can be dangerous thinking.
Furthermore, it suggests one can "deserve" to knowingly fall back to a negative behaviour and "deserve" to be forgiven. In truth all forgiveness is grace that never can be deserved, only freely given through Gods "undeserved kindness". In the eyes of God "obedience is worth more than sacrifice" since love shown thought obedience is the one thing God doesn't already own.
But we are often hard on our selves. "God is bigger than our hearts" and knows the reasons behind our behaviour that might be hidden even to our selves.
Have you considered trying to replace the thought with: "I want to please God and today try my hardest to keep clean"? or "I want to know what God wants to give me if I wait" And every day the struggle is won, send a prayer of thanks!
Trust that God will reward your sincere efforts! I have found that I even can be specific on what kinds of rewards I'd like to have for reaching my goals to keep clean, for example getting a snack, seeing something beautiful in nature (or cuddle a dog), or my favourite: getting to help/encourage someone else.
Sooo many doors are opening up with oppertunities to improve ones own and others life once a resonable measure of self-discipline and cleanliness is attained. It's worth it! Agape!

 

Alonso, if you will only stay strong today, you can reach any goal. Every today, just stay strong for that day. The days start adding up.
It also helps to have a purpose bigger than "not." NoFap is a good tool, and it is helpful, but it works best for people have a reason to not do PMO. By focusing on why you have given it up instead of on what you are giving up, you will be thinking less about "it."
Are you giving up PMO for God, for your family, for your self esteem, for recovery from PIED, or for some other reason. I had a bucket full of reasons. PIED was the drop that overflowed my bucket, but it isn't the most important. Without PMO I am closer to God, to my wife and to friends. I have no worries about my browsing history or being discovered, so life is more peaceful with less worries. I am also getting erections like I hadn't for years.
What do you want for your life? I know that you do not have a long streak now, but I hope you can begin to see some progress in your battle. Think more on the good things (Philippians 4:8), and the other thoughts will loose power and fade away.

 

when you learned to walk, sometimes you fell, but you always got up and walked again. Now you do not fall all the time. Sometimes you have to fall to get better at something new.
If you fall back into PMO, get back up and keep walking. You will be glad you learned to walk out of this habit.

 

There is another passage in James that speaks to the source of our temptations, James 1:13-15. https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=James+1:13-15&version=ESV
When I think God can't make me happy, I think that I have to get my happiness on my own. It is easy, but it really is not true happiness. There is nothing happy when the little man died and can't get up, when he PIED, he died.