To all you fapstronauts and SOs fighting the good fight, I commend you for your efforts and your perseverance. I know this is not an easy battle (far from it) but showing up every day and doing your very best means everything. I repeat, EVERYTHING. Trying, really trying is what makes the difference. I wish my own SO had had that commitment but he's obviously not ready. Perhaps he never will be or maybe this will be his wake-up call. Either way it no longer affects me and I'm happy to walk away, tired but wiser and not a little jaded. I hope the emotional scars will fade along with my exhaustion and stress at worrying and wondering for so long. I sense a sleepless night tonight but am hopeful tomorrow's night will bring peace. I hope that for you all as well.