Time to change!

Hello everybody

My name is 2ndChance and I hope that I can find mine here...

I'm sorry for my English, it's obviously not my mother language.

First of all, I'm very glad that this community exists and I thank everyone who reads this or takes part of my journey.

My story:
I'm in my mid 20ies now and I just can't handle myself and my life. I started fapping very early in my childhood, I can't tell the exact time.

I still continued fapping in the hidden. When I was like in the first grade I already got a computer without any restrictions... I can remember myself that I looked up for stuff like gangbang and other things at a very young age... So I grew up with unlimited access to every porn the internet offers.

I remember that I fapped at least every day like 2-10 (mostly like 3-4 times) for the longest time of my schoolship. In the beginning, I preferred lesbian porn (group squirting) which evolved to harder porn (hardcore, orgies), which evolved to worse, yeah it can always get worse.... and that is the point where I'm at now.... it's disgusting and I can't look at myself after some sessions... It's just sick...

During this career of porn, I had my first time in a brothel with an average professional... after like 15 min I was done and I didn't know what I did... I just throw away my innocence...

So my brothel career had just started...

I tried a lot, I'm going to therapy at the moment, I made a lot of progress in the last years... but I still can't quit the hole shit.

That's why I'm here, that's why I'm telling you guys the whole story... It's time to break through this whole thing.

So get ready to take off - to a better life - to get a new grip of on life!