This is my story

Hi lads,

Call me Momando.

I've been jerking off to pornography since grade-6. It's been over 11years now since that fateful night.

I realized as my schooling went on that my desire to masturbate has increased more and more. I kept getting interested into things (like anal) that i've never been interested in or even though i would ever be interested in. I have been trying new ways of jerking off.
But, it's all getting to me.

It's really fucking up my life because I can't get my commitments straight. I feel like i'm betraying everyone by masturbating like crazy (like 6times a day- each of them being 15-60min sessions). i get tired and I just feel all sorts of fucked up.

I wanted to stop many times and I tried. I failed. Every single time.

I want to go on a journey of redemption ... I have fucked up in many aspected of my life and i want redemption. I want to start by getting rid of this fucked up behavior first.

It's just when I get stressed out, I just jerk off to relieve tension. Sometimes I do it because i'm just bored. Sometimes I jerk off because no girl talks to me at uni or high school.

But I want to stop it. I want it all to end.

I couldn't talk to anyone about this. I mean ... how could I? But, i found out this community exists. Please friends let form a group and motivate each other to stop. 1 stick may break easily but many sticks together will be harder to break.

Let's help each other out.

Share your stories too. Would love to hear them.

Signing out,
Momando