This is DarkStar, hear me roar

I'm a 31 year old artist.

I am pretty handsome and women check me out in the street.
I also jerk off like a maniac, for hours on end.

I sometimes time my sessions, because I can usually come in 2-3 hours tops.

Last week, a girl whom I desire told me about her masturbating. And it got me thinking, I want to have this girl, see? I want to see her in my bed, naked, and in the torments of ecstasy.
Why not quit?

So I did. Was tough.
I'm in day 6 now.

And I get sad. Don't really know why.
Since I work with women, I get a whole lot different experience NOW from the time that I was jerking it.
They laugh at my jokes, they seem to care for me more. Can't explain why.

And also, I am giving less fucks every day about what somebody else thinks of me.
Must be the NoFap right?

I never thought this was the core of my problems. Guess I was wrong.
Well, wish me luck.