This can't possible be a three year flatline...

It's all in your head. Nofap will help with your libido and low energy problems and some other things but not with these "super powers." Your giving yourself confidence when you withstain from something you crave that much. You don't need superpowers, you just need to take control of your urges. And don't let withdrawals scare you, accept them as being healthy and what your body needs at the moment.

 

Well let's see. You've been pmo every 2-3 weeks to get a high for about 8 months. You stop doing this for 90 days and your wondering why you getting withdrawals. This forums are for those struggling with an addiction and "super powers" is really just a type word to get you in the right direction. If you want a more scientific answer go see a doctor or do some research on nuerotransmitters and dopamine.

 

Yea, I can relate. Been rebooting since 2012. Used to be able to go 23 to 60 days NoFap. And then get really nice libido , and mental "superpowers sort of"
then fap daily for a week and then start over, because of a crash.
As time went by I was able to control myself better and limit Orgasm to maybe 1 every few days. Then in 2014 I went on a massive brain supplement protocol and started fapping like crazy, after 2 months I crashed for like 8 months. It took so long to get out of the flatness, and emotional numbness. But I did and maintained a sorta stable frame of mind. No where near the person I was before. But I was coping, and still having consistent mild libido during the week and limited Orgasm schedule

Anyway, in March this year I had my testosterone checked and it came back low, so I went on the pelletts.
This jumpstarted my libido and started getting massive rock hard erections, very much like the ones I got when i didn't have issues. Again I fapped daily for about 40 days and now have completely
Crashed. I haven't been getting morning wood like I used to after abstaining, and my whole body and mind, emotions, feels numb. It's been 7 months, maybe orgasmed 8 times in 7 months, and still no urges, no mw, nothing. I don't even feel depressed,
I mean my rational mind is ready to commit suicide, just so this nightmare will end but as far as Feely feelings, nothing. I don't get mad, sad, happy, excited , motivated - nothing. It's very strange, and drugs don't change any of it, tried that just to see.
So anyway, I can relate. Just hope that whatever damage occurred it will heal. Take care of your body the best u can

From a medical standpoint it has something to do with inflammation, and a nervous system dysfunction, there is a reason our bodies are too weak to handle the jolt of an orgasm. Even though u may feel fine otherwise, it's a form of stress going on though. I've spent 300k in the past 5 years on medical tests treatments, brain scans, detox etc. Iv drips, mineral supplementation, gut protocols,the list goes on. With varying degrees of success, nothing has lasted. The best my libido ever did during this time though is when I went on an antibiotic for 30 days. So there might be a low level infectious component going on too. When the body is stressed it doesn't fight off infections very well, and becomes a viscous cycle

Chinese medicine talks about this alot, draining your CHI with multiple orgasms and how it degrades the body/mind . I think there is some merit to this for some people

 

You need to be completely PMO free for at least 6-9 months. No relapses, that's the only way.

 

Your body needs 150 days to renew all your cells. And even after the renew, ebcause you have been addicted for so long, those new cells will come contaminated . So, in order to have the "power" back you need to avoid porn, orgams and masturbation for minimum 150 days and maximum depends on how damaged your dna is.

 

Your quest to attain everlasting "superpowers" is akin to wanting the initial "honeymoon" phase of a relationship to last forever. It's just not going to happen.

You're behaving like the guy who gets addicted to opiate painkillers, never wanting the pain to stop because this way he can get his morphine fix.

Another piece of information: total reboots take between 6 months and 2 years to complete. With 90 days you've only scraped the surface, but the core of your addiction is still untouched.

 

What you say intrigues me. How did you come up with such a specific number? And exactly can DNA be damaged? I'd love it if you elaborated on this more.

 

So “dopamine” is a tacky NoFap cliche but “super powers” isn’t? I don’t mean to sound callous, but it seems like you don’t want any advice if it contradicts your assumptions. Not only that, but you seem to be far more concerned about super powers than you do about kicking the addiction. I hope you can get out of your own head and do a clean reboot, focusing on what actually matters.

 

For decades scientists believed you couldnt change your dna, but now, thanks to epigenetic, that basically is the science of how the environment can modify your DNA, and by modify i mean the gene express himself in different ways, we are understanding better how good habits can improve the quality of your cells and how bad habits can damage them. In regard to the 150 days number is an average calculation, because different cells need live more or less, but is based on the fact that eritrocits and hemoglobin, cells linked to our blood, live 120 and 150 days. To be honest, you need 7 years for a complete change!

 

Not trying to hijack this thread, but thanks for your advice
The pellets wore off roughly june/July
I've done proper pct with clomid /nolva and an ai. All my numbers are in line atm.
T is about 850. Free t 15 %
.e is around 20
There is something else going on. Brain feels dead. This is nothing new, btw. This does feel like a new low though.

 

Thanks for that interesting info. I knew DNA can be damaged and changed but how exactly does this tie in with porn addiction and down regulation of dopamine?

 

you did it to many times, this little game is over now. I think you should mind going for another a long streak, 90 days at least.

 

The problem I have with this is you're purposely looking and trying to regain these "superpowers", by doing so NoFap won't help you at all because essentially as @WatchMeRise said, you're acting like an addict. No matter how shit or terrible you feel in life, abstaining completely from PMO is the only way you'll get better.

The flatlines and withdrawals are a good thing, you have to face the music so to speak if you actually want to get better, otherwise you're just masking porn with something else.

 

Yea, mostly clomid. Only did nolva a few days cuz breast tissue was starting to sag. But decided to Step up the ai instead checked Estro blood. Took about 30 days to knock it down.
I'm doing exactly as u suggest, little bit of clomid weekly, maybe 25 MG per week.
Although did a T. Injection last week
Subq. Supposedly same benefit actually keeps estrogen in check. Anecdotal evidence.
Been starting to come out of flatline actually, only took 5 months 90 percent hard mode ,lol.
Going all the way this time. Can't handle the zombie feeling, death would be better

 

It is actually pretty simple. Dopamine is a endorfine related to good feelings so everytim you masturbate you make your body produce it. If you masturbate too much your body will be forced to produce too much of it, and over time, looses its hability, becoming "tired".

Thats a huuuuge problem because dopamine helps you on pretty much evrything. For example, people with parkinson disease tak mdicine too increase dopamin, because their uncontrolled movements is caused by lack of it.

 

Since joining here three years ago you've started basically the exact same thread four times and posted about nothing else. In this thread you're just ridiculing people who are giving you their opinions and arguing against NoFap. It seems you're only here to discourage people.