Hello all, this is my third thread, as the title indicates. My first thread can be found here: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/meeting-the-new-life-with-force.148190/. I began at the beginning of this calendar year. This year, I've had a 54 day streak, a 42 day streak, and many various streaks in between (a week, 13 days, a few hours). I'm beginning this new thread on the tailwind of defeat. My moral has crumbled recently, and I've found myself relapsing many times. Just today, I relapsed twice. One of the times happened because I was trying to block problematic websites, and those websites came up when I checked the search. The other was, well, my sheer diminished willpower. I will not demonize PMO. It's a bad habit. It makes sense why my brain would traverse to it, but that doesn't change the fact that I know I need to change. I've had success in other areas of my life this 2018 (started running, finally started writing again, got out of a job I despised), but I still struggle to shake this habit. I can shake caffeine with barely any effort. I can drink alcohol and not feel any cravings. But I've been stuck in this mental pattern of PMO. I know that 2018 has been an improvement. I aim to continue this progress! Any help would be much appreciated.