Thinking about women

Hi!
I want to ask you if thinking about women but not in a sexual way can cause relapse? I know it's weird, but when my libido started to came back I have often thought about women, to impress them or to draw their attention to me. at those times, I often felt a huge attraction to women. These were days, or weeks when I was mainly interested in women, it was hard for me to focus my attention on other things. I thought it was something I had to go through, if my brain was looking for dopamine and it usually went away after a few days. I stress that I did not think about women in a sexual way. At the moment when my libido came back for good it seems to me that my fetishes are still there. I'm not sure about it because sometimes it is that some things come to me again (for example, thoughts about specific porn fetishes) and after some time they leave. I do not know if I explained well what I mean. after all, I mean the question asked at the beginning. I'm worried that I did something wrong.