There is still so much to learn. Never think you are done recovering.

I did PMO two times in the year 2017 and I did O (disputed) one more time this year. I did realize so many things, about just everything. About general life, social environment, conversation, certain topics, women, just everywhere.
For the statistic: Streaks this year:
- 50 days
- 16 days
- 0 days
- 52 days
- and current streak of 2 days. (I decided to reset, although 80% of the members told that it my case does not count as a relapse.)
In this year, I did PMO 3x
and just O 1x.
4 days out of 90, I'll count that as a major major victory.

I will never finish learning and experiencing new stuff. When I think of my past, where I put women on a pedestal on a daily basis and masturbated to them, I am simply ashamed of myself.
I'll be honest. I still put women on a pedestal. Maybe only 5% compared to one year before, but I still put them on a pedestal, sometimes. I have so much to learn. I did improve without a doubt, but let's be honest.

Most of us masturbated on a daily basis, some looking the dirtiest stuff on the net. Do you really think we can recover within months? I doubt it. We can see major improvement, yes. But full recovery will be hard and will require lots of patience.

We are fighting one of the hardest battles in mankind. Not from a physical point of view, but from an internal point of view. Most of the humans (I would say 99%) cannot recognize P-M-O ing as an enemy, they view it as a friend. But we shall never again!

But I believe in us. We will win, so hard as it may seem to be. We shall be victorious, and we shall never surrender!

Do not forget: Hope dies last.