The pupper master pulling your strings

I made a post about this earlier but i will make another one, this viewpoint and method has helped me greatly, and i believe if you remember this you will never fail again. Why do you relapse?, is it boredom?, loneliness?, depression?, i realized i relapse because the puppet master is pulling my strings, it is filling my head with negativity, it is looming over me with a smile as it poisons my mind and soul. When i realized this it changed everything, i realized that i have a demon controlling me, and i got happy when i realized that, why?, because now i can make it suffer like i have, i want it to fall into the depths of despair now that it knows i wont let it control me anymore, it has failed in its mission to kill me, and it hates that so much, it grinds its teeth when i say fuck you i am going to go do something to better myself. So why the hell would i relapse?, i am gonna make that trash suffer, i get off on its agony and the fact that i am driving it crazy now that i am aware of its presence and i am not giving it an inch. So are you guys going to let some punk ass demon pull you around?, fill your head with negativity?, not me because i know when i get urges it is just the demon trying to seduce me, fuck that i am stronger then it and i am not looking back.

 

You are the master of your life, we cannot let evil hold us down, that is what it wants, it wants to make us lazy, it wants to make us make bad choices, so every time you defy that demon, you take 1 step closer to freedom and the best version of yourself!. I am glad you did not relapse, remember this always and you will never fail again.

 

dont let this demon control your life guys!.

 

How are you doing?, are you fighting the pupper master?.

 

Another good tip is when you get urges do not worry, realize all they are is the demon trying to make you fail, I tend to laugh it off and say yah right good try.

 

I'm a horrible speller so I hold no judgement but the fact this thread says pupper. Is. Awesome.

 

uh man...This Demon inside me is winning. Why I relapsed? The last time was because of loneliness and not having control over myself. I feel underneath I have an explosion of self worth and able to hold a relationship, I feel as if my soul mate is just around the corner but I'm not getting there. Tonight I'll exercise this fighting this Demon..
I had an experience the other night actually.. I work third shift and I fell asleep around 1:30am (I have been off a few days) with not much to do at night. I weirdly woke up around 3:30am and I felt like I was awake but I was in my bed. Something startled me over near a corner of my room and I was trying to wake up, but I was numb and limp. I felt terrified if this might of been the demon...
I'm not making this up one bit and I've had some OBE's as well..

 

The fact that you have felt the demons presence means you are aware just how real it is, don't give it an inch man, I talk to mine regularly and let it knows whos boss, constant communications important because without it the demon will hide itself and you will forget about it, than you will relapse. Stay strong, get snobby about it, your words and beliefs become flesh, so stay a champion.

 

remember guys, you must talk to it daily, the moment you forget about it you will relapse!.

 

Gaining control over yourself is the first step to becoming your true self.