I'll be 20 in a few months and I've never dated anyone. I know I'm young and that it doesn't mean I'm a loser but sometimes, I think it must have something to do with my addiction to porn. I feel pretty lonely because of that but I'm too scared to talk to men. I feel stupid complaining about that because there are more important things but still, I want to be and feel loved by someone. Who doesn't?! I only have an artificial knowledge of what 'making love' is and I don't this anymore. I just want a real relationship, with real situations, and real love. I hope I'll rediscover what sex really means after this 90 days journey ! PS: Sorry for the title hahaha it looks like the title of a book. Pretty dramatic!