POM really affected me badly,I regret the day i introduced myself to that shit . The way i see life. Every girl i see i desire to fuck but i can't ask that lead to masturbation. Self doubt and confidence is part of my life , I miss old me without masturbation. I was confident, always happy, no mood swings. ..Feeling great about myself. I think masturbation is the greatest weapon the devil use to destroy our humanity. Let's just pray and accept Jesus as our Lord. Enough about this useless harmful pleasure .Is now or never, I'm gonna defeat the devil, conquer masturbation and live good healthy life. Self discipline is a self love. I will keep you updated with my journey.