that permanent sadness inside.

Warning : spoiler im drunk.

Try to stay abstinent is hard af.

Since i quit pmo i am more horny than ever.

I cheated on my gf 2 times with an other girl and the sex i had with that girl was hardcore..from spanking to spitting..choking..everything. after that i felt empy as usual after pmo.

My girlfriend is on her period for 3 weeks now and she doesnt want to have sex when shes on her period...because of the antibabypill shes taking.. today i was drinking after work and i almost went to a hooker but i didnt..i really want some sex and its so frustrating for me.. dont know what to do, i feel so horny all the time, maybe because my braing is missing porn.. i feel very bad i am very agressiv, sexual agressiv.

I didnt fap and i wont do it but now it is really taff for me..sorry im drunk

I love my girlfriend but at this moment she cant satisfy my sexual hunger..i really dont know what to do, i dont want to cheat anymore.

 

Wow what a night... thank you for your help it workd alot.

I was strong i didnt fap.

I had a discussion with my girl about sex and that im unhappy, and now when i look back i feel like an idiot, i was blind from sex posession.. i was like an animal. i hope this will change soon. I also told her that i write my feelings now on a internet forum to prevent discussions like that..

Thank you so much