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Thankful for night 1 of no fapping

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Screenname, Dec 6, 2017.

  1. Screenname

    Screenname Fapstronaut

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    Hello everyone. I seemed to have been on and off again with no fapping, but fapping has been getting really bad. Last night was new beginning. I prayed and read my Bible. I then tried to sleep after taking a couple melatonin pills. I couldn't sleep and ten minutes later I found myself with extreme urges again. I then got up and watched a good family movie and then around 1am, I went to bed. I still had urges, but not as strong. I was able to finally turn over and fall asleep. O have no idea what time that was. I was just thankful to sleep. I got up at 6am to get ready for work. Yes I'm tired at work now, but I feel so good that I was able to fight the urges and ride the waves successfully with God's help. I know I couldn't do it on my own. Rebooting is here. Very thankful.
     
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  2. Hillario

    Hillario Fapstronaut

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    Nice man, cool. I am also new, set up my counter without PMO on 06. December 2017 at 00:00

    keep strong in head
     
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  3. Septimus

    Septimus Fapstronaut

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    Welcome @Screenname, it's great that you're here. Let me know if I can help.
     
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  4. BrowneyedBri

    BrowneyedBri Fapstronaut

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    Wow
    Such tremendous willpower !
    I respect you and I am rooting for you & your success fighting PMO !
    WIN THE DAY!
     
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  5. Screenname

    Screenname Fapstronaut

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    Thanks @BrowneyedBri . As we all have, I have a story that has divorce, death, redemption. Death as in the old me no longer lives. I used to cheat, have sex as much as possible from one night stands. My thoughts led me to never having lots of sex was enough. I stoppied one night stands over 5 yrs ago. I don't have porn as a way of life. Yes here and there, sometimes more here than not. The thing I have struggled with the most is fapping. I am still looking g for my woman to love n marry. I know she she is right around the corner. I use covenant eyes not as a porn blocker as I don't believe in porn blockers because where this a will, there is away. I do believe in having my personal friends seeing my online reports of my searches and visited websites because then it is personal and embearassing. Figuring out the root of the behavior is huge. I encourage you to write out your own story on paper or type it in your PC. Go back as far as you can into your childhood. I know this was a huge, huge step for me.
     
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  6. Runtilmylegsdropoff

    Runtilmylegsdropoff Fapstronaut

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    The first 10 days is the toughest.
     
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  7. Screenname

    Screenname Fapstronaut

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    Thanks @Runtilmylegsdropoff . It has been a long time since I've gone that long like a year or more. Thank you for your support man!
     
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  8. Hillario

    Hillario Fapstronaut

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    yea agree 10 first days are tough, I am still clean. GJ keep on going
     
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