hey guys, i am a SO of a PA. Our marriage would have broken if not because of the intervention from both of our parents. i was THIS close of filing divorce if my dad had not pleaded me to have that parents meeting. My husband has promised in front of them and also had swore in the name of God that he will stop PMO. it has been three weeks since he stopped. i, on the other hand, have this tiny voice telling me he might one day relapse, and might keep it a secret...like he did three times (breaking promises) before...within our 5 years marriage. I have hope that he finally see the damages done to our relationship. but also at the same time i am quiet numb and feeling stronger this time. If it happens again and he keeps it a secret, i will be okay. I will let him crash on his own this timw and cross my finger he will one day realize life and sex is better without porn. Guys, i am going to train my vagina to be super vagina...and take care of my diet and exercise to have my optimal gorgeous body shape. and i will also be happy no matter what. so that if he did went back to PMO, at least he will say "this time i do have an addiction. My wife is superb but i still PMO, so the problem lies in me" and i least i can also say, " i am fine. i did my best" Just sharing and ranting.. thanks for reading.