Recently one sunny day stumbled across a girl sunbathing in a park in gorgeous bikini. I went up to her and asked if i could sit next to her. She was quite upset. I then noticed other girls doing the same and also went up to them. I even took a discreet photo and offered to rub sunlotion. Since last week i have been fantasising about girls sunbathing and searching pictures of park and beach sunbathing. I have also read into forums aboit topless bathing. I realise my voyeueistic behaviour leads to pmo afterwards. I feel like i am treating the girls in a zoo like manner. I wiah to stop and also hopefully one day i can get my own girlfriend and be nwxt to her sunbathing. At the moment i am not achieving anything. Any suggestions?