Suicide

Please talk to a suicide hotline. Don't commit suicide. You do have a purpose. Please also look into therapy.

 

Well, instead of focusing on others. Focus on self improvement. Keep improving yourself and the right things will happen. Do you have any goals?

 

I know where you are at. Last night I was actually there myself. I'm on a ship in the middle of the ocean heading for home. I'm exhausted from work, I have no friends on this ship, the only contact to the people who actually might care about me is through a computer, and I've had people tell me that they wished I was dead I and have no idea why.
The most cliched for me to say is that if you kill yourself, you won't give yourself a chance to recover. Its true though.
All of my life I have wanted nothing more than to end my life. for seven years, I have held a knife to my neck and never did it. I've lost all of my friends, done terrible things, but I held out hope that something would come through and save me. I found God and he saved me from myself.
I'm not going preach to you, but understand that there are people out there who love you, even when you don't believe it. There are people out there who would hold you on their shoulders if you would only just let them. I've had old friends tell me that when I shocked them with everything I had to say.

You can have a life if you just fight for it. It doesn't have to end here. Give yourself a chance.

 

Self improvement is the key to one of the keys to a good life. What hobbies do you like? What are some things that interested you in the past?

 

Sounds like you're suffering from severe brain fog; I know because your words are similar to the things I felt.

 

You're not interested in sports or writing or something?

 

I found my reason to live in God. Its up to you to figure out your reason. The key is that you never stop looking.

 

I am sorry that you feel this way. Suicide has become an epidemic in modern society, killing primarily the young and middle aged by the thousands. I am telling you, as well as statistics, that you are not alone. The statistics also show that the large majority of people that are suicidal never end up attempting suicide, and most of the people that attempt suicide end up not dying. Telling someone in person that you at the very least are dealing with depression would not be the end of the world. I dealt with it ever since my parents' divorce and what my biological father put me through. I admitted to many members of my church my age that I was having trouble dealing with it. Only after that I have started finding healing from it. If you have a supportive enough group, no harm will come to you. If your parents love you, keeping this from them does not do any good, and they are most likely capable of getting you the help that you need. Thanks for reading this.

 

Give yourself a year to piece your life back together. If nothing improves, then consider killing yourself. Take it step by step, just give it a chance bro.

 

In my country suicide is at the first place of death causes for people aged 25-29.

Every living being will come to an end by death. That's 100% guaranteed . Why be in such a hurry?

 

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