Lost. The perfect word to describe my current state of well-being. I've been slave to PMO for almost three years, spent my whole high school on this wrong doings. I've felt everything. Social anxiety, toxic relationships, self-hatred, the list goes on, and I blame PMO and myself for falling into the bottomless pit. I really, really, REALLY want to change, for good. Leave this horrific habit behind and get on with my life. I've been fortunate enough to be accepted in one of the top universities in my country (All praise to God). I want to really enjoy myself in university and not entangled by PMO. So here I am. July 7th, 2018. Declaring war againts Porn, Masturbation, and Orgasm. This is day zero. My journey starts here. I am assured it won't go as smooth, relapses are inevitable, but I will try, and try, and try. As glory is not in times enemies are defeated, but to stand up tall in defeat. [ D A Y : 0 ] In the name of God, I'll change for the better.