Straight no chaser

24 days Nofap hard mode and had sex with my wife last night. Truly feeling and seeing positives! I would have like to last longer? But the fact that I was able to maintain any erection for that period of time, and with a real person not porn, was a huge win.

Annnndddd now the chaser effect. Man, it’s real and I’m feeling an insatiable need to get back to that feeling from last night. The closeness and lack of baggage.... true intimacy.. It’s a feeling that porn NEVER gave me, but I chased it and believed it’s lie that it could.

Staying aware and headed to work from a coffee shop. Thanks for a space to share and be known.