I would like to join you as I relapsed again and I want to talk about this. I would like an AP to seriously get involved with in the nofap challenge. By this I mean, committing seriously in supporting me by exchanging emails in conversations. While there is a lot of fast responses on this forum, I strangely have some difficulty finding such simple sincere involvement on the long term and I suspect this to be a reason why so many relapse so much again, and again........... I would rather stick with a well partnered person and WORK our case until... we make it work............ Let's do this!!! I would in return give my presence the best I can. I'm a really good listener and I'm also sensible about how I express myself. I expect the same. I have no shame in who I am and I want to share. Instead of denying myself, I would rather embrace myself and accept who I am... sensible and curious ;-) Concerning the main subject, I have found that when I abstain from masturbation, I get more aroused by my "environment" and I have found I could sometime have gay erotic imagery. Instead of judging it, I want to get the "scientific approach" and rather observe, consider, discuss and analyze what is there instead of repressing it. I have always been straight for my whole life, but I sometime have gay arousal and only in masturbation. Take this as a basis for further discussion and be sure I could develop a whole lot more if you are ready to commit seriously in this challenge. I have a lot to say and I would even like to make this challenge something like a life changing experience. PLEASE BE SERIOUS ABOUT YOUR INVOLVEMENT IF YOU ANSWER TO ME.