Stop touching my willy

Hey Guys,

I am 19 years old and begun masturbating to porn once I got the internet at around the age of 12 or 13. So it's been a solid 6 years of masturbating to porn.

It wasn't until I hit 17 that I realized I had a problem. Unfortunately sometimes I just couldn't get hard for girls and sometimes I could, which I didn't understand because every time I watched porn I was super hard. When I was 18 I really started hitting the porn and masturbation hard. It would take up a lot of my time, I'd never get any work done and I would feel down afterwards.

Somehow I stumbled over some information that lead me to the site yourbrainandporn.com which made me question whether I had a problem. So I tried masturbating this time without porn, and i couldn't even get it up. So I decided to attempt the 90 day challenge, and i've done so a couple of times but with little motivation, the furthest I made was 2 weeks. After those two I did actually see some awesome results such as being able to get a proper hard erection without porn.

From then on I would generally only masturbate about 3x a week compared to everyday and maybe on average watch porn only once a week opposed to everyday. This lead me to get erections with a girl although I would only sometime get fully rock hard, which pissed me off. Also I would last for ages, as in I would last over an hour and I would always had to finish myself which actually sucks as much as it may sound good.

So I've set out a task that I'm not going to masturbate with or without porn for 90 days and I'm going to meditate as well to help improve my concentration as procrastination is a big weakness of mine. I'd also like to eliminate porn for good as it puts an unrealistic view on sex.

My Goal: To be able to cum naturally with a girl without myself having to finish myself off
Achieve rock hard erections without porn
Become more focused

To stay committed I'm going to start a journal and post everyday updating my progress. I feel it's the only way I will stay on task.

Thanks for reading!

See my journal here http://www.nofappers.org/forums/showthread.php?119-Penis-I-ll-see-you-in-90-days

 

Couldn't agree with you more nikotine. That's why we are all in this man, to become more natural men and eliminate the unnatural sex shown via porn sites across the internet that is fucking with our brains.

All the best with your journey man!