Starting Nofap... again!

Hey everyone!

I recently started doing nofap again, and noticed I first joined this forum back in 2016 because of P addiction problems, which were causing me ED.

I was never able to complete the 90 day challenge back then, I think my record was 30 days, and a few relapses after I eventually forgot all about nofap.

Well... I'm back.

I was watching way too much P again (due to more free time). I started 12 days ago and was doing okay, but I have just relapsed, and I am feeling like shit... I decided I'm going to start writing back here again, and hopefully I can build up my motivation!

I still have some ED issues (although much better than 3 yrs ago), and suffer from PE sometimes.

Hope this time I can kick P out of my life for good, as I hate the feeling I get after I do it. At this point, it's definitely not making things better.

I'm 30 years old and sometimes I just feel like I let life go by. I have troubles socializing with friends sometimes and engaging in conversations with new people. I want to feel better about myself, and push myself to go to the gym, but I constantly make up excuses not to go, and just feel completely unmotivated.

Hopefully this will help to achieve these things, I just gotta stay strong and stay the hell away from P.

Wish me luck everyone, here goes nothing.. Again!