Starting again - new commitment

Hi friends

Very sad to say that yesterday I awoke feeling terribly stressed and low after a really tough week and I ended up breaking my streak and looking at porn again and masturbating twice. I had made it to almost a month and had hardly a single urge during that time but just shows how easily it can all happen again.

Time to start my counter again at Day 1 and make a renewed commitment as I still don;t want this stuff in my life

 

Thanks so much!!

I am now renewing my commitment to keep fighting against porn...it controls my life and I want to free from the shackles of turning to porn to fill my time or deal with my stress - I want to be fully present to life, the highs and the lows and I need to be without the crux of porn.

 

I failed again so I'm starting again and I will post here every day to try and motivate myself to keep going. Please keep posting everyone!!

 

Another day without porn = another day of freedom!

 

It's funny isn't it we go for a long period of abstinence and feel stronger day by day and then one day the stress of life just kicks in and the cravings become too strong...then it feels like what's the point may as well just indulge. But we have to start again and keep supporting each other as it's a trap! Keep going my friend and I am always here to help and support you. Big love

 

I vow not to look at porn today

 

Another day started feeling good and without porn...I want real sex not imaginary sex!

 

Great glad I have helped you in the regard! Keep going

 

My streak continues...currently no urges to look at porn and if I do get urges I will masturbate and ejaculate as I do feel that we need to have this release once in a while...just my own thoughts. Strength to all

 

I have failed again but was a good streak and now I resolve to start again!

 

Thanks I will! Onwards and upwards!

 

Hey everyone...I am back here making serious renewed effort to stop looking at porn. I have had a couple of good streaks of late including 28 days but the porn has crept back in when feeling low and stressed and I've been justifying it in my mind by just looking at amateur stuff and nothing too hard...but it's a trap trap trap and I am so much happier without it and getting back on a new streak.....just need to break the habit again and start a new streak and make it my longest yet

I will aim to post every day again to support my streak