srsbsns and hello

I'm 26. Not addicted or anything but I hate that feeling you get after relapse. I love the feeling you get when you stay true to your convictions. Anyway, I had a really good roll going but relapsed so now I feel like crap. I'm here to hopefully learn from other's successes. I'm motivated by some wacky beliefs about hormones, testosterone, prolactin, and so on as well as issues related to virtue/religion when it comes to abstaining. I feel fapping has played a massive part in screwing my life over starting from my early teens. My goal is pretty much straight on celibacy.