Something weird going on

Hello guys!
Im on day 9 nofap streak, and im experiencing something weird today so i wanted to know if any of you have experienced something similar. Well it feels like im not willing to stand for my values and myself. So be specific kind of emotional numbness for example if i got a shitty porn category picture or memory or even a thought i don’t feel like saying fuck off bitch u know... i mean im all the way against it but it is just u know i don’t feel to stand for myself is this emotional numbness is normal? Is it a withdrawal symptom as well?