Sometimes I really feel like I have no business being involved with ladies, or that I was never meant to be in a relationship. I’m quiet, awkward, and needy. Only time a lady ever gave me a real shot at romance, I got super needy and she ghosted me. I thought I had learned so much from that, but I realized I was starting to get needy again with my crush. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, why I can’t seem to be satisfied with my own company, why I NEED companionship rather than simply WANTING it.