Shits getting real

Ok this isn't usually a problem, maybe I'm dwelling on it more but I am fighting urges before bed every night. They usually go away if I recite the Lord's Prayer once, it's just enough. The urges are manageable during the day. I'm also getting a excess of energy. I just added full sugar soda to my quit list. All I want anymore is red meat, guns and Jesus.

My counter is the day I came back on, but my real number is closer to 10-15 days.

 

Respectable priorities right there. Keep it minimal and enjoy.

 

If I can have that and a chance to meet Elder Romney, then everything will be just fantastic.

 

Had my first sex dream in a while. Usually I'm fairly detached during these, as I have very little IRL experience to go on. This was quite vivid, smells, tastes, sensations. I tend to wake fairly quickly, but this time I didn't. It's like my own subconscious is trying to sabotage me.