Scary trend - trigger warning

The porn industrt really revolves around drugs, alcohol, abuse, rape and not to mention sex, but its just driven by the money. i mean why else would you want to do all this sick crap? (my opinion) Theres some REALLY messed up stuff out there and that should just motivate us all the more to quit... Yeah maybe we all start out with your basic porn but our brain adapta to it, wanting more and more and eventually were wtching some really freaking weird stuff.. Its sick to think about it all but yeah thats how it is. It helps to reflect on this because by watching were basically contributing to the entire industry.
I personally havent noticed what you mentioned since i never had any embarrassing fetishes or came across any of those things by accident... but its crazy that it is happening

 

This is why you need to be done with it all. This is the direction that your porn addiction can go in if you're not careful as it escalates and you sought out more and more extreme material. There is nothing more extreme or taboo than 'underage', and the porn industry knows this. So they go after young performers who could easily pass for very young teenagers.

There is actual CP (labelled as 'child-modelling') on Facebook, YouTube and countless other mainstream non-porn sites if you look for it. You'll never be able to get all of it removed though. Trust me, I tried. So the way I learned to deal is to not go looking in the first place. Honestly it's an exhausting uphill battle that you can never win. And while I fought against it I could slowly feel it pulling me in.

Please, just quit porn entirely before you find yourself behind bars.

 

A lot of rise in incest porn and when I was a consumer I thought why would they make it...its disgusting and also unscientific and how would it affect people of impressionable age.....Have you heard about Elsagate on Youtube...World is a scary place ....I am for Nihilism.....
But JOI were just jerk ofd instructions i used to watch them ....what is happening with them..?

 

You should read some of my earlier posts where I talk about the places addiction took me. I've got a criminal record because of the things i accessed when I was at my worst stages of porn use, and yes it started many years ago when i was just interested in super models, then hardcore, then fetish, then extreme and you get the picture. I deserved my punishment i'm not trying to excuse my behaviour in anyway, but desensitisation is real. Somewhere at this moment there is probably a man engaging in PMO who has clicked on a 'youth modelling' site out of curiosity, stupidity, whatever you want to call it and is starting a new fire trail to a world of even more depravity and probably prison and being part of a culture that can only exists because victims are needed to create the content. In this persons mind they will be using the same harm minimisation internal narrative they used for years when looking at adult porn 'it's just a picture' 'i'm not really doing anything to that person' 'it's just fantasy' or 'they are smiling so it's ok' or 'they aren't naked so it's ok... isn't it?' etc. They may have used borderline 'legal' porn such as teen content advertised as 'barely legal' or viewed porn with incestuous narratives through the years, consuming these ideas like they are going out of fashion.

We live in a sick society where people don't respect the internet and feel like they have some kind of barrier to real life because it's 'on the internet' or 'behind a screen' so people don't feel like they are 'present' i think of it like watching a violent film, the actors are in a scene with horrible violence and it might shock you a little but part of you is used to seeing this kind of thing in movies so you are somewhat desensitised to it. However put yourself in that situation in real life where you are actually witnessing it happen in front of your eyes and your reaction would be more like fear or intimidation or vulnerability. I think part of this can explain in some way why certain people progress on to very bad stuff, they don't feel personally like they are 'present' in the situation and some kind of distance is placed between the viewer and the activity. But in truth you have to ask, how far away do you have to be for the content you view not to be harmful. It's always going to be harmful whether you dress it up as some kind of 'art' or 'fashion' or whether it's adults pretending to be children or real children suffering. En mass the line that separates children from being 'off limits' to adult sexual attention is being slowly erroded not just by the sick illegal content out there but in part by the so called 'role play' fetishes of adults in the adult entertainment industry.

Burn it all down

 

Luckily addiction for me never lead to craving extreme porn. If I ever accidentally clicked on a video of a male actor being violent it would be an instance turnoff.

I did start craving weird things though. Like I became obsessed with lips, and not just normal women's lips (of which a fetish is fairly common I should imagine) but puffed up, grotesque fake lips. Think lips that've had way too much botox and look comical.

I have noticed though a trend in both incest porn and as the OP said, porn with very young looking girls, plus as @En Emmee said very young looking boys too. Extremely worrying to say the least.

I would put JOI videos at the very soft end of porn, although as you said any sexual imagery depicting actors who look very young is disgusting.

 

The worst porn i have watched in my entire life, would be some hentai rape scene. But nothing that could cause me any troubles

 

Even at my most addicted I was never even tempted to look at things like how you described, IDK I guess it never crossed my mind. I generally rotated between the same handful of fetishes over and over and over again.

 

I used to and am easily prone to porn Trigger warning it started like this regular porn.....now its boring....hardcore......now its the new regular....again boring......facialabuse videos........ First I hated them....but then they become Normal and .....I started hating myself more and more.......Numbness...helplessness.............seeking validation on social sites that what am watching is not wrong ......there are a lot of people who like it..the actors like it...but something always felt wrong.....tried on my own but failed...Then somehow found this site.....went on to 70 days of NO PMO .....then relapsed multiple times....It always starts like this .....Youtube....pornhub.....more extreme content..............and I think curosity plays a very important role in porn addiction. Some people just want to see "what does It look like" ex Bondage; Hentai; CFNM; Interracial;bukkake;guken;BDSM;Facialabuse;JOI;;Femdom; porn...etc... I am straight but I have watched Gay porn ...and boy it was a big turn off .......but was watching it because I was bored as nothing else was interesting....that was the wake up call and now I am back on 15 days.....Urges do come and what my past experience has taught me is that a relapse is going to lower your self esteem more and more .....the "Porn" is an infection of society which thrives upon "The Esteem and curiosity" of society........curiosity is the basic human nature.....and you always want more.....Thats what they are trying to serve you.....more fetishes..more deranged version of yourself......The solution is to channelise your energy and creativity and curiosity to better things....its not easy but its doable as previous version of myself was able to do......You improve immensely....other thing is.......some people are more prone to addiction then others as I have found....
I went from 2 drinks to 2 bottles in a span of a month...Thank God I stop.....am a TV addict.....am a Porn addict....and a Internet Addict.......... Tried gambling for a time lost money....and stopped....Thank God again
And the root cause ofall these addictions is "Escape from real Life"- .....whatever you do if it is an means of an escape....It has the potential to become an addiction....Reboot is a solution during it you realise how much energy you are wasting on Porn.......keep trying one day we shall overcome....

 

I completely agree with you, man. In my situation I have been consuming that kind of incest porn for a "mid" period of time and also watching some rape videos from time to time or something where the female actor were so childish look-a-like or behaving like that. Always fucking driven by the thought of watching something that wasn't "real" after all and thinking they were just acting and actually enjoying all the times. Just ignoring what all that shit was doing to my brain.
For me, my wake up call was something that left me traumatised (actually going to a therapist and talking about this with her). When I was seeing the film Logan like a year ago, somewhere near the end of the film, my brain thought of some scene of the film as a porn scene between the kid and Logan when they were travelling in a car. It produced me an instant erection just like when I would have discovered some new genre of porn at home and I would have had like this dopamine peak because of novelty... Seconds later I found myself fantasising with that scene and having that big boner, that I had and inmense anxiety attack man, one of the worsts times of my entire life. Felt terrible and shocked.
Since then I've been paranoid and obsessed about it and it has scalated in my mind because I never thought I could think about kids in that way. But at least I can talk about it with my therapist.
There's more behind the curtain of my last years of porn, things that I wish I never saw or fantasized about. A lot of shit that got into my brain and made me think like everything was OK with what I was seeing and masturbating to... Dark times are these with all this shit going on with porn and the Internet... Never want to look back at porn in my entire life and I think I have a very solid and strong reason to not go back to it.

 

I am a woman in my very early 30s and find that I am attracted to much older men. Something that could be a topic of concern on its own. Any ways, I noticed that most porn that has much older men has younger girls featured in them that look barely legal . I am addicted to porn on a stress basis. I would like to enjoy watching porn even if it is something I am trying to stop so I can get that high and stress release but I can't stand seeing the much young woman in the videos. It is disturbing. I would rather see a woman who looks my age(30s) with much older men. So, I don’t watch videos with much older men. I search for other stuff because I am not watching videos with girls who barely pass for legal age. It is just not right.


It isn't just porn featuring older men though. There is a trend I have noticed on most porn sites in which the girls look younger like minors. I am sure most of them are 18 year olds who just look younger than they are to reach a pedofile demograhic. Some videos I have seen while scrolling though I am afraid the girls could be human trafficking victims hence actual minors. You can’t really tell. I don’t watch the videos with the younger looking girls I have seen while browsing but I notice them because they are becoming the majority of the videos that show up when I am casually browsing no matter the category.


I watched an episode of tv show Law & Order SUV where they thought this porn company was making porn videos with minors only to find out they were using a software that morphed the faces of adult women who already have a very young appearance to appear, again, to the pedophiles online. This is a real software andI have seen news reports and read articles about it. The maker of the software and the companies who make these videos claim it is better that pedofiles get their fix online by watching a fake pedofile video than having them go out and try to do the real thing. So, people justify using this face morphing software. I disagree with this type of software and its use in porn videos. Nonetheless it actually exist and is used.


So, I think some of the videos I have passed while I was browsing are actual adult woman but companies using software that morphs these adult women’s faces to look younger. Others are actual adults, even 20s, who the porn companies market as younger (teen) because the actress looks so young she can pass for barely 18. While majority or a large percent I think are actual 18-19 year olds who because whatever their personal issue have decided a career in porn is for them; these are the ones willingly starring in them that are prime for videos marketed as “teens”. Hence the ever increasing videos online that market to a very disturbing demographic of porn watchers.


Then I think there is a group that are, as previously said, human trafficking victims. Which is the group that worries me the most. It is one thing for a legal adult, in the US that is age 18+, to make a decision without duress or force to willingly to star in the videos. I don’t agree with it and think there should be a legal age limit for people to star in porn. Like at least 21+.

Honestly, I wish the United States would ban porn like Britain did. It ruins the moral foundation on which our Christian country was built and demoralizes everyone who watches it. It affects society in pervasive ways on a larger scale on all the individuals who consume it and develop porn addictions like us. I am not even a Christian- I am an Atheist still saying this.


So, it is legal if the girl is 18+ no matter how morally wrong anyone may feel personally or disturbed. I don’t think young woman age 18+ barely legal should be allowed to make porn. They are too young to decide something like this. They have barely had a chance to live their lives and the porn industry is pimping them out. I don’t want our country to condone and stand by this type of moral decay and depravity. These are our country’s daughters and should be protected at all cost. These young woman are apart of the future generations who will lead our country. They deserve better and people to try to protect them from the porn industry not a country that allows them to throw away their life in one of the worst ways. Nonetheless, if they decide it is legal. Hence, you seeing all these videos with barely legal adults that mirror pedofile type porn. So, I don’t like it but it is legal by US law if the woman is 18+ she can star in it.


What about the percent of young girls that actually could be human trafficking victims? I would never click on the videos but some I have passed while browsing the girl looks legit a minor and I wonder how the site is allowed to stay up with possible child porn on it. I am just going to say it, there is in all likelihood a percent of child pronghly on all porn sites. Most sane people would be appalled by it but there is a portion of the population that enjoy this sick stuff. I am afraid a rising number of them or why else would these sites become overwhelmingly bombarded with fake or real child pornography? I can’t say for sure any of the videos I have passed while browsing are actual child pornography. I really don’t know.


I do believe most of the videos show legal adult age women. Sometimes even older (20s) age woman who have petite frames and look much younger than they are so the person who uploads it titles it “teen” when the person is clearly not a “teen”. Even videos with woman clearly my age (30s) are in videos labled “teen” when you can tell she isn’t? Why is this happening?


I am disturbed by my addiction to porn in general. I consume porn with legal adults. Sometimes, I search for milf porn just to avoid the younger themed videos from popping up in my search results. I don’t think 40+ women are attractive but it feels safer and better than watching most of the stuff on there. I just don’t trust it. At first I didn’t notice all the younger themed porn. Now, it is unavoidable in search results. It wasn’t always like this. Porn use to have just adults in them. Titled just “sex or the name of a position or ect. Now, it seems the porn industry or at least online porn sites have been taken over with this disturbing genre.


It makes me feel suicidal and like a bad person that I still watch porn sometimes. Our society and US culture normalizes this behavior and so I wonder if movie stars, teh guy down the street, most people in general have viewed it at some time or another… is it normal? I don’t think it is and I feel horrible that some of these sites have these type of themed videos. I ignore them but you can’t help but notice them. I think most of them are legal age woman but it is still disturbing the way the videos and these young girls are being used and marketed. It does help me to want to stay away from porn. It seems the sites do nothing to monitor this problem. I am an adult, sex is natural and normal. I don’t feel watching porn is though but if I am going to watch it I want it to be adults in it not barely legal woman. I want to see woman my age (30s+). Not the stuff you and I have noticed. I feel like a bad person. On one hand, I don’t think majority of it actually features minors. These are 18+ women of legal age so they have a right to decide to make it. I don’t want to be on a site that features their videos though. Actually I am glad that the sites are showing their true colors. It makes me not want to watch porn. In order to watch porn you have to go to a porn site. If you have an addiction like the sites have a stronghold over you. They have something you feel you need and usually out of habit or addiction. Then you go on and see that disturbing stuff then you feel double wrecked. I have an addiction that in and of itself I hate having and makes me feel like sh*t. Then these sites have videos not even only of younger woman 18+ but other genres that are creepy. I think what type of person am I? Who have I become? How did I end up here and end up this way?


At times I feel I have control over it and other times I don’t. It feels out of my control. Sometimes I only watch a porn gif. I thought this would help me stay off the sites but still get my fix. I hated seeing all the pedofile themed videos of “younger woman”. For a while I was so gone I didn’t even notice it. I literally have an addiction but it is based on stress. Sometimes I literally watch a clip for a few seconds then I am off the site. It is literally like a mental thing more than a sex thing. I am compulsive sometime. Other times I will brows and refuse to watch anything to try to have some self-control. I fight this and knowing these videos are on there and I still go back make me feel like a horrible person.


Even if 100% of the videos are legal age woman the fact they choose the youngest looking woman and market them the way they do is enough for me to feel outrage. I hate this addiction. I hate my life. I hate myself and I wish I was never born. I use to cut, throw up food, watch porn, overeat, and I do other stuff to cope with enormous amounts of stress, isolation, and self-loathing. My life is a wreck and this addiction just pushes me closer to the edge.


I feel like a freak. I feel ashamed when around other people who don’t know about my porn addiction. I still know about it and I think I am a horrible person. I want to punish myself because I hate who I have become languishing in this addiction. I don’t want to go on porn site anymore. I wish there were porn sites that were normal, not that porn is normal in any way. I think this whole “teen” and young adult genre should be removed from these sites. If adults want to watch other adults have sex then it is legal to do so. I don’t like them mixing videos maketed at pedofiles with regualr porn that isn’t marketed to those type of people. If you just want to watch regular porn now you have to deal with the this other stuff no one wants to be exposed too. I wish all porn sites were banned.


Some people think I am a good person. I have a friendly face. I do genuinely care about other people but having this addiction I feel like I am a monster or a freak of nature. You don’t have to be a pedofile or a watch disturbing things like rape porn or ect to feel like a sh*tty person for watching porn in general. I watch normal porn with adults in it. I still feel like subhuman trash and I wish I was never born.


I have been through sexual abuse at an early age and was first exposed to porn when I was 5 or 6 during the time I was being sexually molested. Then again due to a family member at 10-11(gay porn). Over 18 years passed before I would watch porn again. So, it went for a decade not watching it.


Pedofiles don’t realize how their abuse screws up your life and existence. Parents should protect their kids no matter what from exposure of this stuff at a young age and from predators. It will screw up your kids adult life especially if you don’t get the help you need early on. I strongly believe my porn addiction is related from my childhood abuse. I think a lot of my issues non porn related have to do with the various tramas I have experienced in my life that I didn’t get the help I needed at the time so things festered and you have to find a way cope. Even if it is a unhealthy way.


I am not into the young themed stuff but is being into regular porn normal or any different from a general standpoint? Porn no matter what kind has a deadening effect on a person’s soul. It is all bad. First you allow regular porn ( two adults just having sex) and now look at all the genres that have developed. Porn is smut and it extinguishes a light inside.

 

You are right about it being an uphill battle. When I first started noticing it I was flagging stuff left and right; emailing the site owner. I never got contacted back. After a while if you focused on just flagging you would be there the whole time just doing that. It is at a point now you are overwhelmed with it. I hate the incest videos too. It is like the most depraved things they want to normalize. It just started with couples having sex like most adults do. Now, there is 101 different categories of the most obscene stuff. Where does it end? Yes, society helps normalize all of this. I want to go live in the middle of nowhere and try to heal. I have been exposed to this stuff since I was young child (before age 10). I think the society we live in is very sick. If you don't get help it only gets worse. I started watching couples then upgraded to gangbangs sometimes. It just keeps getting worse and worse. I have NEVER watched or been into porn with young actresses though. That is something that has never appealed to me. I have lost myself and I am trying to become a person who I can like/respect again. Which is why I joined. I am hoping with the support here it can help me move on from this addiction. I feel I ready to move on and need the support of a community. I feel so alone in my regular life and I think this helps me stay in addiction. Even writing out the thoughts/feelings I repressed that stayed just underneath the surface of my mind, below (my long response below) has caused me feel a release to feel lighter. There is something about getting it out into the open and confronting how you really feel about this addiction instead of just going alone with it.

 

I watched Hentia for a little while because I like regular anime but rape was so prevalent I got turned off and stopped watching it. Rape seems to be main theme of Hentia. I don't know why.

 

This was exactly my case too. Some of those girls look like my 13 year old cousin. For me it got to the point where I could only look at older women. I've reverted back to liking girls in their 20's again, thankfully. If your attraction to older men is porn induced it will fade too.

 

I just checked my bfs history after his usual 2 hour alone time. This girl literally looked 12. To the point I felt sick to my stomach. This is the first time someone who looks like a child has popped up.
I'm absolutely sick.

 

Talk to him, but do it from love and understanding, do it and be patience. By speaking to him and opening his eyes you could be even helping him not going down a road with no happy ending...