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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Alessandro84, May 10, 2019.

  1. Alessandro84

    Alessandro84 Fapstronaut

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    Hello,
    I discovered this site two years ago and started to read recovery story.
    I'm 34 yo Italian, PMO from about 12 year, the last 6 with PMO every day.
    I have to compliments with those who complete the recovery since for me it's very difficult; my best record was 2 weeks until now.
    Unfortunately my health condition has worsened since February, it's like living a nightmare, no doctor says me what's my problem since for them I'm healthy, also my blood check are ok (except a bit of cholesterol, uric acid and vitamin D).

    I decided to write because I read that symptoms are linked with withdrawal but for me symptoms are linked with porn, I have them three-four hours after an orgasm.
    Are they withdrawal symptoms?
    I'm very sick and I can't speak about this problem...
    I also have tinnitus, visual snow and this create so much healthy anxiety I can't handle it.

    Now I'm on my 33rd day without PMO, hard mode, which is a new record for me.
    Although panic attack and sweating have lessened, my symptoms are always there.
    Can I ask if these are withdrawal problems or something else?
    -sweating
    -visual snow
    -after images and palinopsia
    -shimmering vision, especially when closing eyes and reading text on screen
    -migraine
    -light sensitivity
    -internal anxiety
    -myoclonus and fasciculation
    -gerd and reflux
    -tinnitus, especially at night
    -nightmares
    -fatigue
    -irritability
    -orthostatic hypotension


    Do you have them?
    Thanks for the help, I hope to recover and I don't use porn anymore (even if my porn addiction is still strong).
     
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  2. This is all typical porn withdrawal symptoms I had them and they do diminish as you go further in recovery you must stop watching porn though.
     
  3. AspiringVitality

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    -sweating - NO
    -visual snow - YES
    -after images and palinopsia - YES (didn't even know that it's called palinopsia, so learned that from you)
    -shimmering vision, especially when closing eyes and reading text on screen - KINDA
    -migraine - NO REALLY (sporadically in acute withdrawal phase)
    -light sensitivity - SOMETIMES
    -internal anxiety - YES (what do you mean by this? anxiety is a broad definition.. what do you feel?)
    -myoclonus and fasciculation - YES (hypnic jerks/adrenaline rushes, but also myoclonus while lying awake since last relapse..)
    -gerd and reflux - NO
    -tinnitus, especially at night - MINOR (it's like once or twice a day I get this beepsound and it disappears after few minutes)
    -nightmares - SOMETIMES (but do get lot of dreams about porn/sex/my ex/fetishes)
    -fatigue - YES
    -irritability - SOMETIMES
    -orthostatic hypotension - YES

    Couple of questions:
    - Did these symptoms show up while still PMO'ing?

    - Since when did you experience these symptoms and the anxiety?

    - You say that the symptoms got worse since February.. Is this the moment you started trying NoFap?
     
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  4. Alessandro84

    Alessandro84 Fapstronaut

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    Thanks for your answer, I feel less alone...
    I hope I have not to arrive to 500 days, it's an impressive amount of time? Do you mean 500 in hard mode?

    I will not touch porn for sure, this is like hell...
     
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  5. Alessandro84

    Alessandro84 Fapstronaut

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    For anxiety I mean inner tension, stomach tightness, fear of impending doom.

    Couple of questions:
    - Did these symptoms show up while still PMO'ing?
    No, as I said, they have progressive worsened thought the years.

    - Since when did you experience these symptoms and the anxiety?
    I have been an anxious persone since childhood, but not at this level.
    Now I sweat and have high pulse even when walking...

    - You say that the symptoms got worse since February.. Is this the moment you started trying NoFap?
    Yes, but I stopped porn because of visual snow, panic, nightmares and stomach cramps.
    So, first symptoms than stop PMO.
    It's like porn damage me, so it's not actually withdrawal the problem. Or is something else...
     
  6. Alessandro84

    Alessandro84 Fapstronaut

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    Does anyone have night visual flashes and phosphenes in the eyes?
     
  7. I have kind of same symptoms as you. Try to eliminate things from your life and add other, specifically foods,drinks,environment. Because for me I know that if I just drink one cup of coffee I get severe headache. If you are VIT D defficient, you definitely need to buy and drink, it's one of the important Vitamin, after couple of weeks you will start feeling better.
     
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  8. Jackb97

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    I have a few of these rn and im only on day 7. Headache and gerd is intense. Gonna get blazed tonight with my mates so hopefully weed is the cure.
     
  9. Man...

    I have visual snow and after images... and I had SEVERE derealisation around 30-40 days in. I felt trapped in a fake world and everything/everyone was too loud. It was really scary. I had a little spell of it a few days ago too. Just hang in there. Keep going!
     
  10. Oh and major twitchy eye! Been going on for weeks now!
     
  11. Isidor

    Isidor New Fapstronaut

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    Hello,

    You should try radhiola rosea. Its a great plant. You anxiety less and your sevrage ll be more confortable. I mad a post about it. Google radhiola rosea you ll see all his benefits.
     
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  12. Alessandro84

    Alessandro84 Fapstronaut

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    Hi, vitamin D supplements cause me PVC and insomnia, but I feel that sun exposure is very good for my anxiety and depression.
    I must stay more on the sun and less on PC...
    Also for me coffee gives anxiety because off energy surge and hyperactivity.

    I read that Ashwaganda is better for anxiety than Rhodiola, which is better for stress.
     
  13. bmgani

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    Hey your symptoms is 90% as same as me .. gerd, anxiety, and panic attack .. i have been like this for 2 years now .. last year i had 100 days of pmo free .. but then i relapse, as the urge is heavy .. now i am on 20 days PMO free again .. as i know .. the theory about this is a adrenal fatigue .. the adrenal fatigue because of excessive PMO .. so the hormon is imbalance .. i assume you also have heavy insomnia, heart beating heavily, losing balance while walking along time, and restless tought .. you might wanna check Dr Berg channel on youtube about adrenal fatigue, and digestive problem(is also a symptoms of adrenal fatigue)
     
  14. fedmom

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    I don't know about the anxiety being caused by nofap but I have cured myself of agoraphobia with a weird method.
    https://journals.lww.com/neuroreport/Abstract/2009/08050/Swearing_as_a_response_to_pain.4.aspx

    www.web.archive.org/web/20190805030837/https://journals.lww.com/neuroreport/Abstract/2009/08050/Swearing_as_a_response_to_pain.4.aspx

    "The observed pain-lessening (hypoalgesic) effect may occur because swearing induces a fight-or-flight response and nullifies the link between fear of pain and pain perception."

    I use the voice in my head to shout at myself in an aggressive macho voice calling myself a "pussy, faggot, bitch" with "motherfucker" between every word. I think it's better to do it in sentences rather than individual words as weird as that sounds. Watch "scared straight" episodes and emulate it to sound like the prisoners shouting at you (I think scared straight 99 is the best one). If you feel it stresses you / makes you more alert !keep doing it! and do it when inside and not concentrating on something. I often do it for hours while lying down and have been doing it everyday for months now. (It's very tedious).
    When I say voice in the head I mean the voice that you "hear" when thinking about something. There's no need to say it out loud.
     
  15. Randy83

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    These two symptoms are the same as mine...
    How are you now? any update? are myoclonus and fasciculation reduced?
     
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  16. I been having most of these symptoms for about 16 months hardmode. Even before or after the harmode.
     
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  17. tigate

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    experiencing most of these symptoms too.. we can be each other's AP.. msg me directly, we can talk through whatsapp
     
  18. I had most of these symptoms too.
     
  19. tigate

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    @SLeepisLost, remaining now is flatulence, tolerable/negligible and moving ache around my abdomen are and sometimes, noisy stomach.
     
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