Returning to NoFap

Hello everyone! I did nofap before, like 2 years ago, and survived the 90 days. Between that time and today, a lot of things happened that got me into watching and into M again. I usually do it when my wife is away for a trip. When I'm with her, I'm a solid, straight, NoFap guy. As I write this introduction, she is away. And yes, I am struggling once more. I'll be doing the 90-day challenge again, but this time, I want to be part of a community who also wants to change.
Porn has gotten the best of us. I think men should be the better manager, better leader, better in everything. But because our genitals are outside and subject to temperature change, we are then excelled by women. I am not against that at all, but I just think that if all men overcome, then I think we'd be what we were originally designed to be in the first place: leaders.