Hi, it's Retro Girl. I'm officially starting my reboot today. I had originally planned to just give up porn but I've decided after some reflection to do the full no PMO reboot. I'll start with one week goal and if I succeed with that I'll try and go further and maybe see if I can do the whole 90 days. I did start a journal already in another section but as I discovered I was the only female there I decided to also start this reboot log here in the women's section. As I mentioned, I had only planned on giving up porn as ultimately I don't think M by itself is that bad, but I've realised I do need to reboot myself. As I've already written in my journal, I think my PMO habit is negatively effecting my real world relationships (or lack of). I tend to be a bit escapist and retreat into a fantasy world, I'm not the most outgoing social person and I don't think my porn use is helping.. not that it's bad to escape reality with things like fiction, but porn can become so addictive in ways that other things aren't and can become a replacement for relations with real people. Anyway we will see how it goes, I'm interested to see the changes it will bring and how easy or hard it will be to do this. Thanks for reading. EDIT As of September 10th my journal got quite large so I've created this list of highlights, starting with some of my poems and short stories and then significant moments from my nofap journey. Hopefully this will make it easier to find something, both for myself and others. My poems and short stories: First of my poems I posted "Innocence" Short Story The PMO Beas(h)t Breaking Free poem A Confessor's Struggle - Sword of Truth inspired story The Girl From Space The Ancient Woodland Autumn Poem The Girl from the Stars A Winter Healing Broken poem My nofap journey: First time I make 2 weeks nofap and open up about my life Reflections after first month on nofap Coming to terms with my past Reach 4 weeks for first time Struggling with terrible urges Relapsed after a month & felt like quitting Started a personal challenge "Project Midsummer" My first (and hopefully last) feminist rant 2 weeks reached once again and Easter Worried I'm not doing enough for others and start writing again Hardest thing I've ever done? Scrambled brain, almost a month once again Beat my previous record Remove counter.. reflect on nofap and my reasons A rant about nofap.. things going well apprently? And I'm back after a relapse.. Project Midsummer revised (start of 70 days streak) Another week PMO free (despite saying I was only giving up P) Me being known as "Mother Confessor" starts here Reach a full month no PMO once again I reveal my cunning psychological trick.. 5 weeks.. entering new territory 6 weeks and this is the furthest I've ever been 50 days milestone but feeling tired and drained After a week away, is journey coming to an end? I reached Midsummer goal, time to say goodbye? I'm away from here for a month, come back to say hi Uh oh, things not working out.. Looks like I'm back (again!) My recent experiences are taking a toll.. Removed counter again(!) FFS girl.. I begin birthday nofap! Some explanation of recent times.. Updated on 3rd March 2019.. Inspiration from old Nordic song.. Retro photoshop fun.. Almost my birthday!! 5 days until birthday nofap complete.. 4 weeks no pmo again 33 days, post birthday and poem How did I do it? 40 days nofap.. Questions and answers! I'm halfway there & Wardruna 48 days.. 1st October Struggling a bit.. reflecting on time here Soon to equal my previous record.. Chasing rainbows? 75 days.. strong woman! Happy Halloween! A ghost story for Halloween Retro photoshop motivation Getting close to 90 days.. I finally reach 90 days!!! Post 90 days reflections.. Connection is the opposite of addiction.. Winter is here.. and gingerbread Chasing goals.. 111 days without PMO.. future plans Relapsed on 114 days.. family trouble An update.. I talk about my sister Review of the year Little New Year poem Last update of 2018 First update of 2019.. 3 weeks no PMO Sacred Sexuality & The Divine Feminine Almost a month once again.. Adjusting to new life.. It's time to move on..