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Restarting hard mode. Relapsed after 135 day hard mode PMO success

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Your_life_in_your_hands, Jan 31, 2019.

  1. Jan 31, 2019 #1
    Your_life_in_your_hands

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    Hello All,

    On Dec 17 ,2018 I completed 135 days of Hard mode PMO . I was thrilled and excited. Some wonderful things and some not so good things have happened over the past 45 days. This is my full report from Dec 17, 2018 till Jan 30,2019.

    First the good news

    Over the past month I got back with my amazing ex GF whom I had been stupid to run away from . She has accepted me back and we will get married later this year :).
    I have also NOT watched any real P since Aug 1 when I started my Hard mode journey.

    Now, the not so good part.

    I have been indulging in watching semi P stuff on Netflix and other such channels. I have also M a few times and after getting back with my GF I have O a few times. I dont mind the O as much as I dislike the M and watching semi P stuff.

    I was speaking to my GF last week and she suggested we hold off on the S till marriage. I realized this is a great opportunity to go back to Hard mode PMO.

    Today is Day 1 of hard mode PMO, and I need all your support to make sure I stay clean till I get married :)

    You are all an unknown but very very close family with whom I share things that I necessarily don't share with some of the closest people I know.

    I will be checking in every alternate day and reading your stories to stay inspired.

    Thank You All
    Good night and Good Luck
     
    Your_life_in_your_hands, Jan 31, 2019
    Your_life_in_your_hands, Jan 31, 2019
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  2. Jan 31, 2019 #2
    Celticwarrior16

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    I’ve been married 20 years: Marriage is a beautiful thing, it’s worth fighting for. That beautiful lady of yours is worth fighting for. I so regret allowing p and m to be part of my married life. 45 days of hard mode and my wife says she’s never felt so intimate with me and all we are doing is heavy petting. We are both looking forward to day 90 when I plan to return to O.
    I wish you every blessing together and respect to you for preparing so purely for your wedding, the rewards will be worth it.
     
    Celticwarrior16, Jan 31, 2019
    Celticwarrior16, Jan 31, 2019
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  3. Feb 1, 2019 #3
    Your_life_in_your_hands

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    Thank you so much very much for your kindest words. Best wishes for the next 45 days and beyond.
     
    Your_life_in_your_hands, Feb 1, 2019
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