Resolved

Hi all,

I've been screwing around on this site for a month, but after a relapse last night, I decided I want to get serious.

I've decided to pursue a 90-day streak. I discovered last night, as I tried to MO to get to sleep, that I suffered from ED. Aside from the usual social blunders and mistakes, this is my last really bad habit. I've quit booze and smokes, but this thing still needles me. For a long time, my motivation was that I wanted to quit porn for my future romantic partner. No more. I want to quit for me. I'm sober and constantly getting stronger and smarter. I don't want a limp dick to go with it.

Porn is making me miserable. I feel incontinent every time I relapse. I feel like a lose some energy, and with the discovery of the ED, I see too that it's having actual ramifications on my physical health. What's my part? Giving in. I need to combat the addiction, and I will do so through abstinence and connection on these forums.

I have two growth areas:
1) Consistent posting and conversing on these forums. My current idea is read three threads and post one per day, according to my interest.
2) Maintain a regular sleep schedule. I'm thinking in bed at 9, up at 5. In addition, absolutely no electronics after 7:30 PM.

God bless,

Teach