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Relapsing=Very Hard times

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by omarkhalid, Mar 3, 2019.

  1. omarkhalid

    omarkhalid New Fapstronaut

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    Hello !
    i dont know if this is the right place to post but i will share my whole thing seeking help
    Iam 18 i was in PMO for 2 years
    it started by discovering masturbation (i wish i hadnt )
    it led to porn step by step first lesbo (lol wtf!)
    then it led to regular porn
    my cycle as you all was (maybe 6 times a week)
    Porn then masturbation
    at the first time it wasnt a specific feeling
    but as continuing it became an addiction
    it is deadly really very deadly
    feeling ashamed is a deadly feeling (honestly)
    its awful
    my longest streak on nofap was 14 day
    but not hardmode
    i masturbated 2 times during that streak
    my life is sh1t
    i dont know what to do
    its hard to socalize when you are like that
    you feel like you are with 2 faces
    seeing women only as (tits asses )sex objects
    in a clear way is sh1t its awful
    i dont want to be like that
    i was 75 kg after i entered PMO i became 56 kg iam very skinny i look sh1t physically
    , mentally and morally
    thank you !
    this demon is chasing me all the way
    and whenever i go to watch porn
    that voice (dont do it dont do it ) my hand shakes but the demon wins the battle
    iam tired
    i also got a PIED
    i tried everything you can imagine but nothing works
    when i do the sh1t my day closes
    i dont want to do anything
    plz give me some tips advices
    anything that can help me
    P.S this is my first post on forums
     
    Last edited: Mar 3, 2019
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  2. You got to conquer yourself Brethren!!!, take it day by day. It sounds like you are going into your journey expecting to fail. You have to be stronger and more discipline to conquer your fears.
     
  3. Hello and welcome! :)

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    There are plenty of wonderful, friendly and knowledgeable people here to help you along on your journey to a life free of PMO. I wish you nothing but the best!
     
  4. I’m so groovy

    I’m so groovy Fapstronaut

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    One thing that feels nice is smoking some kush while on NoFap! Don’t make it a habit tho but maybe 3 times a week! For me I find weed enhances my determination/focus so for example if I say I’m not gonna fap today and I’m feeling kinda stressed after a long day(stress being one of the main reasons why people actually fap in the first place)I could smoke half a joint and get relaxed!
     
  5. Heyyy welcome to the NoFap forum : ) It's nice to see you here fighting the good fight alongside us!

    Here is just some advice:

    First and foremost please take a look at each section in the forum, there might be something(s) you may find of big help to you. Feel free to post there :+)

    Then secondly I just strongly advise you to be active on your profile(as there quite a few active people in the profile section). Please start by choosing an avatar and then make daily status posts to show you're active and needing support/encouragement. They've also got a neat little feature that shows freshly posted statuses for all users to see. People will find your profile and give you encouragement/support.

    People (are beginning to) love communicating in the profile section..(it should be and is )mostly spportive talk but it doesn't hurt to deviate from supportive talk. It would be great to have you join in and support others in the threads, profiles, and journal, we could always use your help and in return you shall receive some as well!

    Thirdly, You should also highly consider creating a public journal and write about your days in more depth for us members to follow along your journey and offer support to you by way of posting in your journal.

    Last but not least: Good luck on your journey here, make sure to really give it a try with all your heart!
     

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