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Relapsed Newbie Who's Going To Try Again...

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by The Swordfighter, May 8, 2013.

  1. The Swordfighter

    The Swordfighter Fapstronaut

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    Hi all... I've been a user of internet porn since I have estimated to be about 10... It was off an on back then, considering I only had access to a 28.8kbps modem, but as my internet speeds went up, my porn usage went up. And as I got older, I've found that I've frequented an untold number of websites and perused an incalculable number of pictures and genres. My interest in internet porn has ebbed and flowed with my relationships (which have numbered 4, varying in length from a year to years) as well as my level of boredom at any given time in these last 16 years, and when it came to my relationships, I suspect it did affect me as looking back I see that I had presented certain markers of porn addiction..

    Now that I'm single again, I've found myself keeping on with this destructive habit. There was a point about a half year ago where I thought to stop, and did pretty well for a good month, then quickly relapsed. Since then, I've done what I've always done... collect and fap, collect and fap, etc...

    Well it's high time I try this again, and this time I'll give this community a try and work at it a little harder. So that's my story in a nutshell.

    I also made a video (which you totally do not have to watch) of my deleting a good 5 months worth of porn collecting. I did it more for me than for you, to not only remind myself that I can do quite a few things with a little extra time (as I had to figure out how to use the screen recording program), and for using it as a mental post-mortem tribute, so I can "close" that chapter satisfactorily.

    Cheers and thank.

    [video=youtube;ZqiyynH00ME]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZqiyynH00ME[/video]
     
  2. burnedandcrashed

    burnedandcrashed Fapstronaut

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    Hey man, it is a chilling point to realize how much time we have wasted on this crap.
     
  3. Raystido

    Raystido Fapstronaut

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    guy, that was a good move to delete your 585? GB Fap material - well done!
     
    Last edited: Jun 24, 2013
  4. The Swordfighter

    The Swordfighter Fapstronaut

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    Thanks mate. I feel pretty good at the moment...

    One thing I also need to keep an eye out for is the last time I tried to go no PMO... I ended up coming across sites (tumblogs) of clothed (&SFW) hot women... you know, like those "Workout Babes" type of collections of women who are fit, slim, and sexy. Browsing those with greater frequency than I normally would ended up leading me back down the path of just getting back into P... which led to M... So... That's something to watch out for (and I think everyone here might benefit from being wary of going down that path).
     

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