Relapsed and PIED returned

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Gavalar09, Apr 24, 2019.

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  1. Gavalar09

    Gavalar09 Fapstronaut

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    Hi guys,

    Has anyone relapsed and had they're PIED return?
    How long did things take to go back to normal?
    I'm going out of my mind.
    I went from having successful sex to relapsing 4 times in 2 weeks.
    My PIED was pretty severe where I couldn't even get hard to porn last year.
    My relapses I have been rock hard but now I can't get it up again, brain fog and depression have returned.
    Will my erections return sooner or am I back to square one?
     
  2. Talalelsayed

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    Are you on a hard mode?
     
  3. Gavalar09

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    I went 4 months hard mode last year, then started having sex for 6 months and then hard mode for one month after that.
    The last 2 weeks I have relapsed to porn 4 times.

    I had cured PIED but now it seems to be back with all the previous symptoms ime dead dick, brain fog, depression all having returned.
     
  4. Anonymous86

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    When you mean, 'dead dick', do you mean a shriveled small tiny dick?
     
  5. Gavalar09

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    It's not shrivelled up yet this time but it's very light and numb to the touch.
     
  6. Anonymous86

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    Shriveled up yet? Has it shriveled up before the way I described it?

    Mine is also light and numb to the touch. Shriveled up too. Like a turtle head.

    Sorry, I don't mean to hijack your topic, but I hope I do have PIED too (for reversibility sake).
     
    Last edited: Apr 24, 2019
  7. Gavalar09

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    It's okay. Yeah, it's shrivelled up completely before this.
    After my second relapse I quit for two weeks and had morning wood back on days 10 and 11 but relapsed on the two week mark twice and now my PIED is back completely.

    It's so frustrating to think I've fucked up this bad and its returned this easily after giving it up for a year.
     
  8. Anonymous86

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    I see. This is a random question, but lemme ask.

    I've had very rare instances where my dick has had semi erections/signs of life (while standing) just by casually being around people talking or making small little twitches and movements whens socially engaged with people. Maybe even some precum leak. Has this ever happened to you?

    To think that you also have the turtle fold shriveling of the dick makes me have some hope.
     

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