Read this. Mark my words, if this doesn't stop your relapse nothing will.

Bottom line is I was on nofap for 90 days, I didn't really take it seriously.

I love me some lesbian porn so today I busted 2 nuts to those videos.

I've got to say, that was an action that I regret.

You see boys people can teach you snowflakey techniques to get over an addiction.

But at the end of the day it comes to just doing it.

And now before you feel small and insecure try to listen.

Today I fucked myself. Literally. I will never again. .. But it wasn't an act of giving up.

I couple hours ago gave my self a word to never violate nofap rules and continue once and for all. Strictly. Abstaining from sex aswell untill the end of the year.

The important point here is, if you guys really want to quit fapping, say out LOUD. "I WILL NO LONGER..._____"

AND STICK WITH IT.

WHAT was it that scarface said?

"All I have in this world is my word and my balls, and I dont breakem for no one.

Me, I never broke my word.

When I gave it, NEVER! NEVER!

Because the way I see it it's such a low life thing for a man to break his word.

Yes PMO fucked you guys up, and hey much as I am an acclaimed asshole I'll admit it, it has fucked me up aswell.

But guess what now do me a favour and listen,

once you OVERCOME..? ITS MADE YOU STRONGER THAN IF YOU NEVER DID PMO!

Any type of mental friction and stress, no longer there just left a big chunk of space for happiness, accomplishment, and wealth once it is driven out.

Just take a look at any successful alpha males that seem to always feel better than yesterday.

They almost always had a rough upbringing.

Like I have.

Important point, ultimate conclusion.
If your not already at this stage, brainwash yourself to think your a man of honor, dignity, and a man that act like he has a pair.

Therefore you will never break your word.

Your word won't fade once time goes, it won't fade pain hits, when pleasure allures.

Not because your a ROCK samurai viking navy seal,
But because you are, and YOU CALL YOURSELF A MAN.

You see today I for the first time made a SERIOUS DECISION TO QUIT.
AND I CAN HONESTLY SAY I DON'T HAVE EVEN A SLIGHT BIT OF DOUBT.

Because in my life I have always kept my WORD.

Go, right now. If you have relapsed move and go some place.

I want you to do a simple task for me.

State, I will no longer partake in jacking off like a jerk off, edging, pmo or anything that goes against my nofap and my reboot.

And follow through.

Because my word is bond


I appiriciate you for reading, you!

 

p.s. when urges come, it shouldn't be a cocksucking video, picture, or motivation that stops you from relapse. It shouln't even be your family.

It's about YOU. It's about your PRIDE. That your a man therefore you will NEVER BREAK YOUR PROMISE. your word.

 

so that's what you got out of this? Are you smart?

I better stop checking before my inner sociopath comes out.

Nothing personal bud

See u guys beginning 2020! My brain should be new than because I was destroying my dopamine receptors from cigars, alcohol, constant sex, and twerking videos.

And today I pushed it and pmo..ed. Which is essentially nothing because it's no longer part of my reality.