Quitting Masturbation cold turkey

Day 18: Wow yesterday was too difficult...I started Masturbating and then I was like what the shit I am doing.....washed my face with cold water...calmed my mind...felt proud...and then decided that I have to cut down on soft erotica content that is coming to me...so less YouTube from today...

Today was ok... Monday are always good...hard work at office...no time no thought NoFap...

 

Day 19: easy day for me.....quiet day....I'm observing that my hornyness index is increasing. I get a hard on atleast once a day without porn and no effort like my dick is lets do something so it gets a hard on but i'm rigid on the thought that I will not give u masturbation. I'm honestly feeling much better psychologically. Its a calmer me plus I have so much time that I can read all the books watch all the motivational video and see all the movies that were pending.

 

@meganmcc happens from day 7-15 .... slowly the brain adapts....just pass the phase without giving up...
But I'm getting motivation seeing u fight .I believe we 2 can have a last person standing contest ...
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You are always welcome....we always motivate one another to keep walking on this which makes it a success

 

Sometimes I feel guilty....I'm so fickle minded where my mind wants to feel that orgasm and I'm asking people to stick to nofap....it is difficult to resusr the urges when I'm alone at night and morning....got to figure out a solution and internet is not one of them

 

Day 20-21: good to see moving into the 20's it feels like I had fapped couple of years back...I'm starting to forget how orgasm felt like...Today was filled with emotions I was angry frustrated at whatever was happening at job....came back from home...but did not think about fapping....also I'm having a positive outlook towards stress...I have started to believe that stress brings the best out of us and it is good to be in stress

 

I too feel but i dont want to be a crybaby and say i relapsed here....i will decide when i want to cum and I will do it with pride and 21 day is not the day maybe 50 maybe 100 not before that....you can also think like this....it will give the fighting spirit

 

Yeah I was going for hard PMO ...I have not masturbated but have seen porn on occasions...trying to avoid...I need to figure out my triggers ..it's mostly when I wake up I want it....and mostly boring weekends...

 

day 22: urges were very high on day 21 ....day 22 was ok...but the weekend awaits. I will have to resist all urges and this will be the toughest weekend

 

Day 24: So the weekend is almost over and I have not masturbated. I have survived another week....I'm now a bit depressed and uneasy and frustrated ....maybe these are withdrawl symptoms...i'm going running these days to get rid of the extra energy and it helps...urges are high and I don't know what to do...but I know one thing that the darker the hours mean the dawn is near.....hope I survive this dark night...

 

Day 25: Busy day but i feel i wont last long in this journey...I watched a cam show and was going to cum when i suddenly stopped...slapped myself and became normal...With current event i dont feel i can last long...

 

So what's the plan?

 

I haven't till now though I m thinking of....