the sun is rising! you know how it feels the first time you went swimming, scared and a new experience, maybe butter flies? well that is how I feel. I only want emotional connection, it's tuff not to get this feeling of an o after doing it for so long. it hurts, I don't know what to do with this pain that never ends. so here is my report, its been tuf this month, only a few emotional and meaningful connections with women, sooo lonely. that is all I want really.