Like I'm regaining control over myself. That's the way I would put it. I am not 100% there, urges still come, but unlike before, I have been able to do what my will wants, not what my body demands. Some days are worse than others, that's for sure, but being part of this community and knowing I am not alone in this struggle has certainly helped. After almost 20 years of masturbating, 90 days will most likely not be enough to get me cured, but is it a good start? Heck, yeah!