Hi baes. So as you might know or not, next week my entire life will be decided. God and people I don't know will chose if my power will be used in being an artist or not. There's nothing I want more than this, I know realize it. However, "your will not mine". If I'm not received for next year of Uni, I will stop Art, period. That's the part I'd like to ask you about. I'm looking to where I could be the most effective and useful as I thought that Art was my life and the only stuff I was able to do (I know realize it as I always had intense issues with calling myself an artist). I thought of starting Philosophy and Theology studies in Paris, but I would also start to earn a bit of money to ease my debt-paying process. And in the case I do am received in Stage 2 if God willing, then it also applies. Everything is compatible. But I thought of something else. I thought of how much for me this place is the safest place of the entire Internet, and it doesn't means nothing. I thought of how this place saved my soul, perhaps my life. I thought of how my love for writing is growing and blossoming always higher since my buddy Galaxim woke me up about it. I thought of how much I love to help people and see them evolve. I thought of how much God is important for me, how much motivation building is too, and how clearly, absolutely clearly, I know that I WILL NEVER RELAPSE. I am done with pornography and masturbation forever. It isn't like as if it never existed for me; no, forgive not forget. I could talk about it for actual hours. So here the most important question for me: Do you honestly think I could become a personal trainer for addiction quitting? I'm asking this extremely seriously. What I have in mind is being a free-lancer. I would be paid to motivate you, give you tools, make you evolve as you make me evolve. The same thing that Mark is doing. It would allow me to combine everything I love, everything that matters for me, and for you the fact that you pay me would be perhaps the SACRIFICE required in order to change of life. Now, am I worthy of this? Only you can tell. Am I making sense? Do I brush you in the wrong way? Am I too young, do I have quit for not enough time? Would you pay for such a thing? Is a diploma required? Of course some of these questions need time to be answered. But if I helped you once, if I let you down once, or if you hate my style and my personality, PLEASE SAY SO. You will do me the greatest favour that ever had been. I wish you the best day ever. All answers will be immensely appreciated.