Have you ever hurt yourself physically from your addiction? I did, kind of indirectly, and in a relatively minor way! Since my addiction spiralled I've been looking at porn, masturbating, and orgasming a LOT more than I used to. The brain fog descends and I'm in zombie mode for a long time. Thing is, I didn't notice that my posture has become awkward and hunched when I'm in zombie mode, and I've developed the "death grip" because of desensitisation. So when I have an edging session it's followed by pain in my back and genitals which is really quite bad. I was also peeing a lot in short bursts which was uncomfortable and annoying. I googled it and other guys have had this issue. This is such a dumb way to harm myself and I'd rather not be a deformed dopamine-chasing hunchback! Remember to sit up straight and be gentle with your little guy!