P.M.O Free - Rest of 2016

day 13. decent day today... although I felt like I was hungover from being high off life yesterday. wasn't as energetic, I was a bit foggy actually. Last night I had a dream of a girl I used to talk to, we were making out in Europe lol.

anyway, tomorrow marks 2 weeks hard mode. not taking any of it for granted. I'm grateful for this streak. staying focused. reading my goal has really helped.

 

thanks man, u too!

 

feeling great. more energy. more confidence. radiating light all around me...

day 18 tmr... im staying humble, and focused. im working on becoming a better person too. ive done some self reflection lately....

i just came back from the gym. gonna create a bit before bed, meditate and call it a night.

let me just say that blessings come into our lives when we abstain from pmo. if our harnessed energy is direction into positive endevours we attract desirable circumstances. im a firm believer in this.

 

Day 20 today... Yesterday I was very feeling high energy. Literally it felt like I was high... off life. I had a 12 hour work day, and felt no ways about it. I was cracking jokes and flirting with every girl in my vicinity at work. The magnetism is real. I felt heavy down low again, it must be built up energy. Not to be graphic but my junk is also much bigger and full.

I've been having vivid dreams. I had one last night of a fully naked woman. Cant remember if it was a P star or someone I knew. Anyway today I felt kinda foggy, almost hungover. Im not sure if theres a correlation there.

Today I was walking thru the mall and locked eyes with a beautiful woman. I didnt break eye contact, she was the first one to do so, and she looked down afterward. Its the little things like that, that show me progress Im making and keep me going.

Overall I feel great. Im having sexual thoughts, but letting them pass instead of surpressing. More great days ahead.

 

It will be 23 days no PMO in a few hours. Im 21 years old now... Its time to really start living life and doing great things. Around this time of the year Im able to really put things into perspective and see growth. Im grateful for this platform, this foundation that is allowing me to work on becoming the man I want to be. I feel like 2016 was a real transition year. And now its time to leave my past behind and enter 2017 with a mindset of abundance, and self assurance.

 

thank you. this means a lot. I'm glad I was able to inspire and spred light during this journey. I wish you wellness and succeess. persevere with adversity and you will have deserible circumstances. let's win

 

day 30 today... wow its crazy how fast a month has went by. im 10 days away from my goal of entering 2017 clean. Ive been having sexual thoughts here and there, letting them come and go. I know at this point if I were to have sex right now, I wouldnt have e.d. not even close!

erections happen randomly and they are full. pushing forward. i hope everyone is doing well.

bless

 

day 35 and counting!! happy holidays

 

nice man! keep it going !!

 

day 38! 3 more days until I achieve my initial goal. I'm really doing it!!

I am very grateful to have come this far, many more days ahead.

 

I've tried so many different methods over the past 2 years but nothing's worked as effectively as writing my goal down and reading it every morning and night. it's really hard for me to explain how well it works. I learned this trick from the law of attraction and the book "think and grow rich". in the book it says to write down a monetary goal, a date to achieve it by, and what youll give in exchange for its possession. I applied the same principles with nofap. so basically, I wrote "I will finish 2016 pmo free. In exchange I will read, meditate, and go to the gym". this plants a seed in your subconscious that germinates into success. after awhile you start becoming stronger. although I have a long way to go still.

I blocked all social media and p on my PC. that way I stay focused on work. my main cell also has social media and p blocked. I have a backup phone which is basically like an iPod where I have Insta, snap, bumble. I've managed to stay connected moderately without getting into p subs. I also unfollowed a bunch of have naked models.

humility, and gratitude are key. when you are truly grateful for life and everyday you're pmo free, you look forward to winning. I say thank u every morning.

 

officially made it to 40 days!

now it's time to keep going. almost half way there to 90.

I'm very thankful.

Happy New Years everyone. I wish you all wellness.