On my journey to be rebooted [ DAY 10]

Hi, nice to meet you all.
Im new to this nofap forum.
I would like to tell you i am thankful until this day that im not fapping since 10 days ago ( now on progress to my day eleven).

Now i want to share you my stories of how i know fapping, porn, masturbation and orgasm that i think it sucks.

Firs when i was in my freshman year about 3/4 years ago, i like to watch porn every night whenever i want especially when my parents are sleeping downstairs and i use an earphone ( my room was upstairs at 2nd floor of my house) i like to watch the czech porn every night but i never do fapping just watch it, i ever tried fspping but i cant do it ( i dont know how to haha) one day i was opening my social media and i see my friends photo ( girl ) that turns me on so i start tu rub my P and start jerking off and that was my first time i fap in my life, and i keep fapping everyday everynight that is was very intense, i can do twice a day maybe? When i addicted to pmo, i felt like i am a useless person, always lazy to do things, cant communicate well with others, its like i have an antisocial syndrome, i always feel like i have no energy to do things, even its only walking and changing positions from sitting to stand in my both feet ill feel dizziness in my head and all my body, 3 weeks ago i feel my body was not well and my head was very dizzy that it makes me want to sleep everytime, i start to think that i have a problem in my head ( a serious problems ) but i dont want to tell my parents,2 weeks ago i go holiday with my family to Sumatera Barat ( Im Indonesian) From day 1 in this city until now ( day 10 ) im not fapping and i taught to my self that ill not masturbate anymore forever ( InshaAllah) on day 10 im feeling my head and body was better, all my anxiety are slowly gone and my dizziness and others problem are slowly gone, i dont know i cant make it but i hope i can experience a nofap experience like all the successor in this forum to have a better life haha.


Sorry for my bad english, i was not learning it well on school, please correct me if im wrong if theres any wrong sayings that i wrote here.

God bless you all! Have a great day and please motivate me guys!