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On a new streak, but I struggel

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by SorryWontSayIt, May 8, 2019.

  1. SorryWontSayIt

    SorryWontSayIt Fapstronaut

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    Hi,

    I am now doing pretty good compared to myself one year ago! I enjoy my life and I am not depressed anymore!

    Still, I want to work on myself, not because I don't like who I am now. But I still want to become a better person.

    I am now currently on day 6, day 7 tomorrow! I edged today, but it was not for long, maybe 1 minute. So it was not a long session like a lot of people do. I did fap while edging, and I saw some nude photos. But I did not watch a porn movie. Don't know if that makes any diffrence.

    Should I try to stay strong and keep moving forward? Or should I reset myself and relapse? (Not talking about counting the days, so a reset equals a relapse to me). The reason why I ask, is because I can remeber reading somewhere that edging is actually worse then a relapse because of the dopamine.

    Some people may say that I am now just looking for a excuse to relapse, but NO. I am seriouse about the question, and I want to do the rigth thing, wether that is to have to restart from day one, or to keep figthing! (If I wanted to relapse, I would just listen to my old source).

    Thanks for reply!
     
    Last edited: May 8, 2019
  2. you edge because you still value PMO, it is still your friend. Successful people don't value PMO because they know deep down their heart that PMO is going to ruin their life
     

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